new day, old way

well I need to make some relaxing bath scrub....peony oil rose oil and epsom salts

maybe that will be the new escape.....Good God I need one. Im exhausted all the time disease will kill me in the physical but not in the mental....emotional is another thing no telling on that front.

too tired to even write my thoughts but in short

Family
understanding
empathy or lack there of
fear
all in the end leads to exhaustion for sure