RIP Baby E



So  2 years ago we lost one, I have a particular disdain for Valentines Day now as it only represents that loss....I have great love for my family but that pain is particular and very fresh in my heart still....the saying time heals...well I suppose more is needed when it was your child.

Momma Goals

Start swimming once a week
Start Gymnastics
Look at Pre-K

Season of the Witch

So work has continued on quite the venture, Docs behaving badly (more trifling behavior) I see now that even if the super could change things she is enmeshed way beyond that....sooo I am looking at this as a venture in maintaining a positive attitude and keeping "MY" slate clean. I am shocked and to some extent insulted at how nonchalant some people are about the care they give....or in this case that they chart given then meander on.....such a sad state. If you were to step up you would be slaughtered in your stance.....Make no mistake these people have worked quite hard at the "illusion of hard work" Looking busy, sounding important....just ugly.

Tomorrow I go back.....after these last few days off I am still tired and weary.....I think its just part and parcel anymore....soon lives pastures will green up a tad hopefully it won't be from BS on the ground!

On a family note...Scooby is NUTZ!! Sinead is just so adorable in her every being that I am just so happy when I see that smiling face!  I miss her so much while away and find I have a harder time now...Stay at Home Mom is the hardest and most rewarding job ever....and I do miss it. I hope it can be restarted sometime soon. I see so much that I would tackle.

Well it was my turn to make life changes happen for sure.

New Latitude, Bad Attitude....

Well we have moved yet again...this one is definitely NOT a place we will permanently reside ;(

I had hoped in the beginning it would be a lets make this fun and flip this place...then the nightmares began...as we are now on contractor #3, hopefully a better situation.... we have the hole from hell in there....gutted a bathroom to the studs, circa 1970 insulation...old and definitely useless! Wiring shot beyond imagination, house open from the roof to the basement!!! Good Lord just dont let this place catch fire with us in it!
Rupert has terrible allergies here so he surely hates it.....Sean PTSD....UGGG....Me, Just waiting to get farther North...my compass is surely off here.

I started a new job, surely it could have NOT been more of a shock.....hateful attitude by most all and funny part is the supervisor seems good with it...eee gads....all I can say. I am taking all education with outside entities for the apathy here is easily jading. I would hate to imagine how long before I become hard down here. I am much better suited for a different area so I do not get sucked in......ever!!

Well the positives...we have a new baby.....Scooby Doo the weim mix...Sinead loves him...its "Her Scooby"

So on that front life is good...Sinead is a breath of fresh air....she has gone from carpet crawler to gymnast extraordinaire! A pure picture of life in motion not wanting to miss a second yet every once in a while so sweet and will slow down for a simple hug. absolutely the most amazing child God surely didn't miss a smile upon our hearts with this one...she never ceases to amaze me in how sweet she is...just in how many ways she can show it.

in the beginning

hi de ho folks......a new format for fun is beginning. I hope those who suggested this as a better format for sharing fun, happiness and better days can join this as well!

Look for the new pic's of the upcoming tulip festival! A sure sign of spring!